Thanks. I feel better today and uuuuh...I kinda ripped her a new butt last night xD she certainly earned it. She feels bad about it but I don't think she knows the full extent of it. Only one of my friends really knows and she helped talk to me last night.

But what scared me is I actually tried it. I actually tried making it all stop with a-ironically-choker necklace. I've never done that before.