Bless your heart ~ I know how you feel, cause my sister is in ICU right now, and I can't be there. The guilt from just not being there is eating me up - but my health won't allow it. She wouldn't know I was there anyway - but *I* would! There were 4 of us girls, and she and I were in the middle -- and we were pretty much "forgotten." The oldest and youngest were spoiled. Not us.
Like you, my mind is all over the place too. I don't know what to do. She might be on a ventilator for a long time. She made it thru last night, so that's good.
I'm like you ~ I can't get the memories to come thru. I'm all mixed up. I know it's from worry.
I'll keep your aunt in my prayers Shezbut ~ I pray she has no pain. God bless you. Hugs, Lee
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