I am probably going to check on you everyday. No one knows better than I (I think anyway) what it's like to feel like an alien on your own planet. I'm a huge sci fi lover. Read my first sci fi book in fourth grade. Been hooked ever since. My favorite kind of sci fi is where humanity finally comes to a place where everyone is accepted and appreciated for their uniqueness. I am now in a place where I not only appreciate the fact that I'm different from anyone I ever met, I actually embrace it and am proud of it. Frankly, I think most people are BORING. They mostly spout platitudes and have never had an original thought in their heads. I sincerely hope that somewhere down the line you find a like minded individual close to your own age. It would be like a lifeline. Anyway, you're in my thoughts everyday so I'll keep bugging you if you let me.