(((((((((((((((((((((Hey Alley! ))))))))))))))))))))))

I've also been fighting these feelings. I wake up in the morning feeling like a loser b/c I didn't cut the night before. (Night time, early a.m. is my cutting time) I felt like nobody cared that about it being my birthday today. I have been thinking about cutting all day, but my T isn't home; and I cannot tell my hubbie (I dug around his stuff and found my old cutting knife & hid it good.

Ally, you have alternatives ---- us! Ppl around here care about you.....I never get much support, much. BUT, YOU DO!! In the meanwhile, just keep your mind occupied---for me---I always have a "movie fest" Watch all my favorite funny ones, ("What About Bob'is my favorite & "Patch Adams")

Hang in there, girl! In times of adversity, you find great courage.................

Prismatic9