I hear you about having a hard boss to answer to. It is difficult when you are having issues and find the tears come at the most inopportune times. I hope that you have a good therapist you can go to and find some answers to the questions you have, not only about your children, your home, your husband, but also about you...who you are, where you see yourself going in life, and how do you keep your head up when all you want to do is hide your face to keep people from seeing you cry. I wish you all the best as you discover who you are, and hope that during this time we as a community can rally around you, holding you up, helping you to see that you are more than nothing...that you have value, worth, and are a very caring individual who has problems like the rest of us. We will do what we can to help you find your place in life, and rejoice with you as you discover who you are, and who you want to be.

My prayers are with you on your journey.

Jewels