I'm 20 and he's 31...
My dad doesn't like me seeing him so he disallow me to have him in the house.
I live with my parents still because I've only been here for 4 years
I'm having a hard time finding a job because of lack of experience but I am still endlessly applying for one
I also have 25 credits this quarter so my time to work is limited until March when I'm finish, I'll be getting a degree.

My parents are also difficult people. they're nice most of the time but they can be two-faced people, they pretend to be nice to someone they don't really like. Plus, they always blame me for everything (and I mean it literally). They also expect me to cook each meal and everyday I'm home, clean up after their mess and all that. They even belittle me, like calling me dumb, and telling me how they see me growing old alone in the future. Whenever I date someone, they always think I seduce them into dating me they don't ever think they date me because they like me. They've also accused me of dating him because of his job and money which is very hurtful. Even though, they tell me that, I can't say anything because I'm financially dependent on them for now.

About him, He's a very very sweet guy.
He's very polite, does everything to cheer me up or make me happy
he has not slipped except that one friday night he had to cancel our date because he wasn't feeling well.
The relationship is new, around 1-2months but we both intend to have this for the long haul. He's still living with his mother but in the next 1-2 months, he's taking over the house. He's also working as an engineer.

I didn't want to sabotage the relationship so I have not told him.
I'm so stressed out. I'm so afraid that I would lose him.
The relationship is only 1-2 months (but we've been going out 3 months and have known each other for two years) We've always have been drawn to each other but some things got in the way and just last october, the opportunity presented itself and we took the chance.

Then here we are, we have a strain in our relationship