OMG....ahhhhh...memories hurt, the pain!!! why tried searching for http://forums.psychcentral.com/pictu...&pictureid=776 and found she is a social worker in NY! i loved her and trying to contact her, but i dont know if i should?? my god the panic and pain of her and memories i had waiting for her....just been crying since last night when i typed her name in google...why is it so easy to find people yet no way to contact them unless sign up and pay for a site. i want to know about her, but i feel it will just cause me MORE pain!! i dont know what to do!?!?!?!?! i hate living!