I'm sorry you feel like this. My question is how you got to the point of being married if you have hated yourself like this for so long?

I don't think that surgery is the answer though. Just like with procedures to enhance those areas...the issue is not with the physical body parts but with your own perception. Girls that go out and boob jobs rarely feel better afterwards...they just find something else to 'fix'. Because it's about body image.

I hope you can tell your T about this because these type of feelings towards yourself are more painful than anything anyone else can say or do to you. I just hope you don't rush to surgical procedures bc I highly doubt that will fix the thoughts. You need to work on WHY you feel this way in the first place and try to combat those feelings. You are a beautiful person and deserve to feel beautiful and comfortable in your own skin.