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Old Jan 30, 2011, 07:02 PM
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Originally Posted by splitimage View Post
I screwed up pretty bad and have been drinking for about a week. I finally stopped ysterday and am feeling pretty bad physically, and for relapsing.

I do know what triggered it, but bottom line I just wanted to be drunk more than I wanted to be sober.

This is stupid - I know I'm loads better off sober than drunk & I can't afford to screw up my new job.

Going to drag myself to a meeting tonight.

So I guess it's starting over at day one yet again for the umpteenth time.

--splitimage
I, for one of many, would love for you to tell us all about the meeting you went to. You are a human suffering from a disease, nothing more. Do the work, hit the meetings, and let go. It will take care of itself if you do those things. Big hug here.
Thanks for this!
TheByzantine