I have slept for almost three days straight. I left my residence once in that time and the excursion was exhausting.

I am so, so tired. And yet I am also so, so restless. I need to get out of here. I need to do something else, go somewhere else, I don't even care where, I just need OUT. My mind is spinning. I'm lonely and I'm miserable and I can feel the depression creeping up on me. I know I'm repeating myself but I hate that I have another five months of school. I know it's not that long and I'm actually in the home stretch, but whenever I think about it I just want to curl up in a corner until it's over. I am so tired of all of this, I'm terrified I'm going to drop the ball at the last minute and completely ruin everything. And then all this time, all this energy, all this suffering will have been for nothing.