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Old Jan 30, 2011, 11:40 PM
kikki27 kikki27 is offline
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Originally Posted by splitimage View Post
I screwed up pretty bad and have been drinking for about a week. I finally stopped ysterday and am feeling pretty bad physically, and for relapsing.

I do know what triggered it, but bottom line I just wanted to be drunk more than I wanted to be sober.

This is stupid - I know I'm loads better off sober than drunk & I can't afford to screw up my new job.

Going to drag myself to a meeting tonight.

So I guess it's starting over at day one yet again for the umpteenth time.

--splitimage
Hey atleast you know you have an issue with drinking and the first step of getting help is knowing you have an issue .Just take one day at an time.Just keep on going too the meetings and hang with people who does not drink and people who will have your back by not letting you get away with drinking