I feel like crap.

I keep feeling like I can't breathe and I don't have asthma...

I woke up today with massive pain down the entire left side of my body...From my neck all the way to my arm down my side...

I went somewhere suburban the other day and I felt one-hundred times more alive...and much calmer.

Random bunch of stuff...

No openings at my dad's desired new job.

I am getting frustrated....I know I "appear" better but I don't feel that way. Like I have no control.