good point. Problem is, I think she sees it as her way of relaxing. Umm...all the time.

I don't quite know how to leave...I have a physical disability and can't afford to live alone....um....never going back to the parents, lovely but nuts and no room at the inn. Brother - he has two little kids and no room at the inn. None of my very few friends have space for me...crap, this is really sounding depressing. emergency housing? well, she's not abusing me as such (being ignored isn't counted as abuse is it)

This is all making me question myself. WTF am I doing?????? maybe I should just give up.