Everyones sick of my sadness and everything. Everyone yells at me when I'm sad I cut a lot i I've carved names into me wit razors I cut because every time I like someone I get hurt I think about a lot about suisde like it'd be ironic if I died after my birthday I kno why I cut and people call me a wanna be because they don't know I do but if I tell them it'll get into drama like last time I cut because all I want is a good relationship with this guy but that's a diffrent story, I hate 2 know that I'm like this girl I hate I don't know why I hate her, I guess I'm just jealous? But I don't know I don't know what I want out of this, but I hate being obbsesive I wonder why? What causes that anyway? Well I'm rambling on but I just need some sort of help, thanks again!