You know I have been thinking about what I could do to turn that "anger" into something positive. Like volunteer for stop abuse charities. The only problem is that my T is very involved in that, and I don't think it is a good idea to "follow" him. I don't have a problem with seeing him outside of the office, I do every week at the gym. But I don't want him to think I am doing it because of him, and not the good of the organization.

I hope I can heal, I guess it takes a long time, it has been almost a year of therapy. But my T has been "priceless" in helping me become a better person. Thanks for the hugs, I appreciate it.