And I have been busy with school, so I have not been on as much as I was. Only on when I have a few minutes, and good internet connection.
But I have noticed one thing, When I take the lower dose of one of my meds, it makes me sooo darn tired, where I fall asleep easily. And I've had a hard time remember what happened during the attacks, which is kind of normal, but I still hate it. I want my memories back!! I remember people Who came back the MH but those right before, I don't remember, and it's driving me bananas. Not to mention I have to take a few other things now because of the blood work and after a week the bruse on my hand from the blood draw is still there. Grr. I want it gone now... but sadly I can't have my way. But I will be taking a test in the next hour, so I hope that all the studying pays off. And people are eating good food in front of me, and It tempts me to buy it even if I don't have money for it. It just sounds soooo good, for the first time in like a few weeks.
And in the MH life seems so easy, and then you get out, and things become difficult. Why does it have to be that way, why??? (part venting)