If I show her these posts she'll think I'm nuts.
I'm on a disability pension, and I am looking for work, going to be starting study next week too so that'll keep me occupied one day a week. Money is pretty tight, most of my pension goes on rent, food, the cat....doctors bills, oh man the doctors bills!

It would be better if I shared, I can't live alone, A. because I can't manage all the housework and B. the depression gets bad when I'm alone. I don't think I'm a 'serious' enough case for subsidised housing, over here you have to be in a pretty bad way to get emergency housing.

I do love her you know, but if it is guilt keeping me here....that's not good.