Honestly if it wasn't for my faith in God, I would have been gone long long ago. even yesterday, I am in a situation i thought i would never in my life be in. and thoughts of just ending it kept creeping in my mind. The only thing keeping me going is my faith, I know God has me in the palm of his hand. and this will be a good year for me. I heard my new favorite quote today from Joel Osteen "Walk, Talk, Act, and Dress like 2011 is your year" that's what im trying to do. God Bless everyone on this forum and hope you all draw strength on your relationship with the Lord.