I know that I shouldn't be googling my therapist and I know that my therapist is a human being and I know that being busted for possession of a controlled substance doesn't make you an evil criminal BUT when I found the court record indicating that my therapist was busted for possession of a controlled substance 5 years ago and pleaded guilty I was taken aback.

I know it's good to be reminded that my therapist is a human being but at the same time I feel a desire to find another therapist!!! I no longer think of my therapist as a positive role model. Only as a hypocrite . I see this person as a screw up just like everyone else. And the fact that my therapist is a SHE now makes me think that she is probably a *****, too. Probably has promiscuous sex with men and women and does all sorts of crazy stuff.

What should I do??? Should I confess to my therapist that I looked her up online? OMG! That would be SO awkward and I would feel SO embarrassed! And should I mention exactly what I found? And what if I bring the court record to the attention of her boss? Is it better if I just ask for another therapist? I don't know what to think!!!