I'm so worried and sad tonight because I feel like I'm not good enough. I worry about what people think of me. Am I doing my job good enough? Or do people think that I'm not very good? I worry that people think I'm strange because of the things I might say and do. I feel like I have written all over my head 'I have a mental illness." I worry that people think I'm strange. I just feel so abnormal and wish I was better at everything that I do.
I don't know what I'm trying to say here...I'm just depressed. Feel like I'm not good enough.
I feel like a freak. I think that people can see that I'm different. Or whatever it is that I am.