Ahhhhh my dear friend, I wish I got that answer for you and for me.

I know that feeling and how sad it makes me feel, how disapointed in myself I am, how dumb and useless I can be. It is a feeling that I wish you didn't have.

This feeling probably comes from far in your pass and you have a hard time today making the difference between what could be your fault and what isn't. When people say it is your fault or you feel it is your fault is goes right through your heart probably because as a child you never could be perfect enough to please the ones who were suppose to be your guidance and the ones who were suppose to shield you with love. So in your soul it's all your fault and then you must be rejected.

We all make mistakes but the world's fault is not completally on our shoulder. You also must remember, my friend, that a lot of people reflect themselves in us. It is themselves they see and it is not your fault.

((((((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))))))

Now Fuzzy when I feel like this, please do remind me of my own words.