That's what kind of drives me crazy as well...he's obviously moved on (Maybe not in the healthiest of ways) and I'm still stuck on his comings and goings.
I know that dating somebody again would provide me a distraction, but that would just be me transferring my affections. I've always done that in the past; just quickly moved onto somebody else. I've never deliberately taken time out of dating to focus on my issues and to address WHY I feel so compelled to always be in a relationship and now I'm sitting here by myself going a little nuts. Thank God the logical part of my brain is screaming louder than the illogical part, thank god I recognize the fact that I have unhealthy relationship habits and thank god I have my wonderful therapists much needed outside perspective. I know that this isn't the end of the world and that I'll be fine, but my body is reacting in a way that tells me I don't believe that on some primal level. It just sucks because while I'm trying to focus on my internship, school and all around self, I feel SO anxious. I just want it to be later already! How do I make this easier and stop thinking about him?