For the first time ever. I had a place I could call my own. My company shut down 3 weeks ago. I couldnt pay my rent. I lost my place. Ive been on the streets for a long long time now and I thought I had it all figured out till I couldnt pay rent. Im pregnant, homeless and jobless. Its almost winter. I cant go to a shelter or transitional housing unit because if dcf finds out that I no longer live with my baby girl and her daddy then they will strip me of my foodstamps and insurance. How am I supposed to feed my baby? How am I supposed to feed myself? I cant get a regular job cause I have spinal cancer I have chronic wide spread pain 24/7. I cant stand up for more then 20 minutes without nearly passing out. What am I supposed to do? I have no help no support and I cant afford the group therapy that I need. Im off all my meds because of the fact that im pregnant. its so cold this year and its not even winter time yet. how am I supposed to live with this? what am I supposed to do? Go to a shelter and my kid doesnt get fed? or stay on the streets knowing that she is taken care of? I dont know what to do..