****. Huge rupture. Huge. T hung up on me. SHE HUNG UP ON ME. I don't even know what happened. She was telling me how she has so many people to call and she was talking so fast I couldn't really even follow what she was saying. I told her so. She said I'm just one of many phone calls she had to make and many problems she had to solve. I told her, OK, I'll let you go call the next person then, and she just hung up. WTF.

I can't even sort this out. I want to never speak to her again. I want to speak to her right now. I want to do bad things to myself to punish her and me both for what just happened.