((((((((((Zoo))))))))))))))))

Your T just messed up.
Your T just was human and really messed up.
Your T is going to feel very badly about this when she is back together inside.

Right now let big Zoo take charge.
You know the skills on this... you know how to use your words to describe this event.
Allow that big Zoo to step up and take care of little Zoo.

You CAN do this in a safe way for you.
It is not about T.
Sorry to say this, but sc#3w T !!!!
YOU are the only one who counts in this situation right now.
You have the right to feel all these big emotions and the pain.
Allow them to exist.
But also allow your sanity and your peace to be there.
Those things are not things T gave you ... things T can take away.
Those things are things that YOU worked very hard to obtain.
They belong to YOU.