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Originally Posted by MoAnamCara
i just feel foolish. i should be over this. i should be stronger. i dont want to admit how much this still takes up space in my mind and my thoughts as it shows i am weak.
i allowed it, the physical stuff. it was easier that way. it was my fault. how can i blame others for my choices?
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You can't be over this stuff until you have processed it in therapy. You are not weak for being affected by an abuser. Do you think that you are superhuman or something?
You allowed it? I find this very hard to believe. Does this make you feel like you had some power or something with this abuser?