I always thought it was just Borderline, but apparently they're typically co-morbid. On one hand, I'm glad I now know what exactly the problem is and how to address it with my therapist, but on the other hand I feel emotionally and mentally exhausted at the idea of facing this giant issue. We're starting EMDR next session and we're going to take it slow, she's stressed that, but part of me just wants to jump right in so we can knock this sucker out. I'm tired of feeling like this, it's too much sometimes. I just want to be a normal, stable adult. I know not everyone reacts to EMDR the same and PTSD/BPD is different for everybody, but is there any way to know how long before I'll start feeling better? If it makes any difference, I do make progress pretty quickly and work hard on my own.