((((((((((zoo)))))))))))

i'm sorry that happened. your T did not handle that well. she should have at least said goodbye. it does sound like she's having a bit of a meltdown herself with too much on her plate and that it isn't about you at all though. i hope she gets back to you soon. i do hope you don't drink because i know you said you recently had pancreatitis and i remember hearing alcohol isn't good for that. my dog had that recently and boy was it not fun. emergency room and 5 day stay in the hospital. no more sauce for him. be gentle with yourself zoo.