Hello everyone,

I believe I'm a bi-asexual, if there is such a thing! By that, I mean that I am attracted to both males and females, but I have no interest in having sex with either. At most, I would do kissing. I have had experience with trying to do more than making out, and I found myself completely un-aroused, and not enjoying myself. I had to pretend to enjoy myself to avoid the awkwardness of admitting I'm not sexually attracted to others.

On another note, this is embarrasing...but I have been masturbating since I was around 3 or 4 years old, and this is a way for me to release stress and tension. So my sex drive is normal, I suppose, but I just don't want to be with others sexually?

I don't even have an interest to be with anyone romantically, which I find odd for a person of my age (18). I have never really wanted a boyfriend or girlfriend, although I have thought about it and had a couple of partners in the past.

Is there anyone out there like me, in any way? I feel like an oddball compared to everyone I know, who are interested in sex and romance. Why do I feel like a robot in this aspect?