Clg331, Welcome to the site! This is a wonderful place with very supportive people, very caring, I hope you like it here, nice to have you on board!! Also thank you for your post, its a huge help to me, esp the line where you said you dont want people to try to understand why your acting or thinking a certain way , you just want people to be understanding, It gave me a whole lot to think about, i learn something new every day on here, so i thank you, its so helpful , very much appreciated!