Zoo~
Your feelings are all valid. I would be devestated if my T hung up on me. I do hope you can get some rest tonight and that you get a phone call in the morning.
If it takes a while for your T to call try to distract yourself. I know it is easier said then done. But could you go to the gym or for a walk? I am a great preacher, but have difficuly practicing what I preach. I just hope you will have some comfort to get you through this.
Thinking of you
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