Dreamer,

Hang in there and keep posting. Have you tried anti-depressants? Sounds like you are suffering from a chemical inbalance, I can not get out of my depressions with out meds, even with it gets rough too. I am sorry to hear you are having such a hard time, your so young and I know it is hard. Please try to get through this.

take care and hopes for happy times

KRZYKRIS

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!