this may sound weird but I really freak out using chat rooms. I'm not good at it.
I feel bad because I have tried to use the chat rooms here - I'd really love to talk in real time to you guys - but I also get scared because I don't know what to say, I can't type fast enough, I can't remember all the little shortened word things and...oh I don't know....it isn't like here, I can think before i type.

I apologise for writing one sentence then disappearing, it's too stressful.
And I want to talk, I really do!
I don't know how to fix this.