I did go to a lovely Women's Health Clinic once to get some moles checked out as well as some sex advice - the woman I saw was so lovely and I explained to her how hard it was to show my body. She asked if I'd feel ready for a pap test but not to feel pressured. I couldn't do it that day. I wish I could go back there but it's 2 hours by train and a 30 minute walk from the station!

I'm in a new area and don't know anyone here....it's been hard enough finding a new gp!

Just the thought of having someone look at me still makes me anxious as hell. I don't think I could have a man look at me..... And no, my partner hasn't got a doctor either.