One Day at a Time,

I don't thik you are sabatoging yourself at all. You are trusting your instincts, and staying true to your core beliefs.

In case you can't tell I'm catching up on this thread. It's just when I read some comments, I feel like I must respond immediately, even though I think you've already reached a resolution.

When you really need a job, I think it causes any of us to second guess ourselves, when we turn away from opportunities, for whatever reason.

Jane

Jane