I woke up this morning furious. Furious at everything and anything. It wasn't until after I saw my pdoc today (too bad I couldn't tell him why I was so pissed of, just that I was) that I realized that my period should start in the next week. This realization made everything calm down a little (though not totally go away.) Maybe having this realization before T tonight will keep me from having a rupture with her. It doesn't help that I'm currently in depressed spot. I just wish that I could be numb. I hate the roller coaster of emotions. I felt like I was ready to start pulling my hair out I was so angry. Ugh.