Hi, I'm taking Zoloft, 100 mg/day and my T told me I should contact my doc and discuss with him to get a higher dose... I was doing better, but then when I got back to my daily life routine I felt worse again. Not as bad as before, but still not happy at all. And I'm also numb...and instead of doing what I should I try to escape in different ways that are self-destructive to me and that could also be dangerous and I'm risking my future... with family, kids etc... I feel I'm not in touch with my feelings, and I am afraid if I go up on the meds I'll just be running around even more numb. Only the body working, but not my mind? Any experiences? Please help if you can. Even with other ssri's that are similar.. How are you "suppose" to react to the meds and when do you know when you have reached the right level?