wow...you are so totally right granite. Trust is SO VERY HARD!!! I am a really shy person, if I even think someone might not like something about me I freak out and clam up. I have been keeping a close watch on T since July, re-interpreting every thing he says, every email, etc. It's a lot of hard work to be that vigilant isn't it?

I hope your trust grows, I can already see that it has a bit. You have taken a few really big risks, and that is SO brave!!!