Hi Fuzzybear... I take the blame for most things in this world. And I am being very hard on myself right now, that I can't FORGET about my own small problems for awhile and do what I am meant to do....which is help kids that were far worse off than I was? People suffer....and I whine! ...see? But I wouldn't think this way of others..... Others are usually better, smarter, braver, happier... So how do we change if we were taught this early in life? That's what I'm trying to find out now, in therapy etc.... but hey, these meds are making me numb and I fear I'm not thinking straight. Do you ever feel like you're losing your mind? What if we all do? lol...sorry.... but I can't help laughing at myself sometime... because I am so afraid of this. So far I haven't been to the mental hospital but I know it can happen to me as well as anyone. No ONE is perfect..
... hugs from hazeleyes who want's to make sure it's really her fault.
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