Thanks....
And Eileen, I totally agree about doing this face-to-face instead of through email. T tends to be much less compassionate in writing...and since he also asked me to not send him any more emails, I am being mindful of that. Since I'm feeling distant anyway, I'm not really upset by it at the moment. However, I know there has been times in between sessions when I've needed to reach out to him by email...usually just to feel some kind of connection. I'm not quite sure how I will feel about not being able to send him emails during those times, but I'll cross that bridge when I get there. I don't want to take on any more than I have to at this moment. I need to conserve energy.