After my ex-bf held me captive and made do things I did not want to do, I had the same reactions for quite a few years. I don't have them anymore but I know exactly what you are going through. I started wetting the bed and developed colitis. The colitis subsided after about a year and I still wet the bed from time to time and it's almost been 6 years since it happened.

Just try to hang in there. Things are gonna get better but give it time. I'm here for you!