Have you called her yet today? You need to let her know, zoo.
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Just read the rest of your message that was just posted....I went through this exact same thing, saying that I already told T what I needed to say in the messages that I left for him. But desperation took over at some point, and I called again...and shared my desperation with him, because he hadn't returned my call. Please call her.
edited to add - I also spiraled feeling as though T was ignoring me, abandoning me, etc. But in reality, he hadn't gotten my messages yet and had no intention of abandoning and did not mean to cause me distress.