I just seem to be the queen of impulsivity these last couple of days. I just called T and left a message saying: I know I said I wouldn't call back, but I found out I'm not ok with it ending like this. I don't understand what's going on or why. I think we have an agreement that you will return my calls unless I specifically say you don't need to, but that didn't happen so I'm asking you to please call me about this when you have a few minutes. I can't wait until next week.

and so the waiting continues. I am really, really angry with T for this whole thing. Really.