((((((((zoo)))))))))

Sorry I'm reading this SO late....crazy 24 hours over here.

I think you absolutely did the right thing by calling back and making it clear that you need to talk to her. Good for you. It's okay to change your mind and call after you said you weren't going to...I tell my kids all the time that we are allowed to change our minds...because we ARE. Things aren't set in stone. Our needs change, our feelings change, our circumstances change. It's okay.

I hope she calls you back soon. I know how hard it has to be to sit with this. When I'm in times like this with T, minutes feel like HOURS.

Hang in there.