T called. It was bad, about as bad as it could be. I can't even sort it out enough now to tell you what she said. Things about me calling her every day, and her getting burned out. But last week I only called her once. ONE TIME. When I saw her on Monday she asked why I hadn't called her, and said she was concerned when she didn't hear from me. So something doesn't make sense here. I have called her twice since we spoke. I'm spiralling out and I can't stop. Also fairly drunk now. What a mess.