i carry round disinfectent gel every were i go which i use every 30 mins on the dot, because i am scared of germs. i repeat serten rituals like at school wen i open my pencil case i open it close it then open it half way close it again and open before i get anything out. i re-read and re-write stuff at school. i have throughts of things that could go wrong at the presice moment that last up to 3 hours. every night before i fall asleep i drink 10mls of water from a seringe. and i always have to be holeding something and chewing somthing.