Hi all,
I need help tonight, you guys. I know I never come here, so revisiting with a request for support seems selfish, but I didn't know where else to go. This is what's going on...

A couple weeks ago, January 22nd to be exact, I had an appointment with my therapist. I cancelled because I didn't feel good and didn't really want to go anyway. My mother looked for her number but it was lost, so we called the Service she works under and asked them to send her an email explaining the situation. I'm not sure if they even sent it or not. All last week and early this week my dad has called to reschedule the appointment...he's even went to her other job to find out what happened (he's a police officer and she does social work at our local hospital - they've ran into each other before). So yesterday, he again called the Service to ask them if she's been there recently. The receptionist said that she'd sent her emails, text messages, and has called T's cell, but has gotten no answer I was listening to the conversation on my dad's end, and almost instantly, I could feel panic and fear rising up in me. This happened yesterday afternoon, and the time since then has been awful. My mind races with thoughts of the worst possible scenario. "what if something happened to her? What if she's hurt or missing or...god forbid...she's dead?!" I just need to know that she's ok..anything to tell me that she's fine. What if days, weeks go by without so much as a phone call? Even if she is on vacation, wouldn't she have answered her phone??? I've been on this high alert sort of anxiety level for the past day, and I can't shake it. I'll never take her for granted again, I swear. I can't tell you the number of times I've prayed, even before this happened, "please just protect her, just let her be ok". A phone call...SOMETHING...I just want to see her again.

I read this over, and it sounds pathetically frantic and overexaggerated. But there's always the possibility of something happening, right?