`Lily, Lexicon 78, Sky and Bipolar Bear...

Thank you all for your input. I have been looking back over some old posts, and it does seem like many people go through these types of emotions and thoughts.

I think I have to bite the bullet in a sense and trust that he cares for me, not because he is paid.... You mentioned it Sky, but I do have an issue with not feeling like I am worth it, and worth someone caring about.....its a hard trait to break...

Take care all,
Kathy