awwww-no, no you are not at all a waste of space. Reading that made me sad and I really want to give you a big hug because that breaks my heart. I wish I was there right now, I don't know who you are but I can feel your pain...it feels horrible to feel that way...You are so worth every breath on this planet, this planet loves you, this universe loves you-

Reading that also made me reflect on myself...because, I as well, say that. I say horrible things like that about myself, like I am defective, or a waste of time and space...I feel this way and sometimes say it to the people I love and who love me, and it must break their heart to hear that too.

So, my darling, precious one, how can you be a waste of space when you helped me to reflect and see how damaging that is to say that? Who says you are a failure? Only yourself...

I have failed at a lot of things, I know what you are saying, but you are not a failure. Life is hard. Sometimes people have easier times at it...some people don't, but you get up and face each day and you want to change and learn and grow...and that is STRENGTH-you hear me??? You are pure strength and goodness and one day you will accept yourself. This, however, comes with forgiving yourself. I just learned that...actually in the process still...it is a daily thing for me too, we have to work at it.
Forgive yourself for your mistakes, and the weight will come off. I promise.

You are a star. You are worth everyone's words and hugs. You are worth forgiveness. and you are worth loving.

((((can't stop crying)))).