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Originally Posted by zooropa
T called. It was bad, about as bad as it could be. I can't even sort it out enough now to tell you what she said. Things about me calling her every day, and her getting burned out. But last week I only called her once. ONE TIME. When I saw her on Monday she asked why I hadn't called her, and said she was concerned when she didn't hear from me. So something doesn't make sense here. I have called her twice since we spoke. I'm spiralling out and I can't stop. Also fairly drunk now. What a mess.
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my old T would never consiter talking to me at all if i was drinking and would hang up saying i will deal with you when you are sober and in controle.in fact she told me she could no onger treat me because she didnt want to deal with this form of acting out.i would be quite demanding and abusive.i stoped seeing her.it was sad i made that choice.she had put up with years of abuse from me when i was in the residental treatment program but when i left she was seeing me privately but i chose to drink act out.instead of committing to the work i needed to do with her.drinking,acting out and avoiding was my choice.i really missed out in working with an amazing T.sorry you are having to go through this and things can get worked out or you are able to find a new T soon
